It's as though pattern recognition doesn't even occur to you.
Fwiw, gb suffers from a similar blindness that makes him a quintessentially reliable poster. I have never followed curiosity about a 'missing' post and been 'disappointed' by what he's written. It's so consistently sour and/or dumb. I'm glad he's not part of my mix.
I loved last week when he wondered why there was no thread on a significant subject and somebody pointed out that the thread must have been started by somebody who ignores him.
By contrast, you're quite capable of adding value, but don't have the benefit of a good editor or enough flair to be be Substack-worthy.
Toward you, I aim to be helpful. You know that a labradoodle wouldn't poop in your path, but with glasses lowered on his nose, he might insistently nudge you into the present and stress the value of encouraging the best for UConn without feeling so strong a need to cover your ass by qualifying your enthisiasms with knowing insights about gaps & deficits, as though they aren't equally apparent to many who don't feel quite so strong a need to emphasize them.