As brutal as the watching these first two games was, the most depressing aspect to me is the almost complete absence of any hopeful signs. The losses were hard enough to take, but I am still waiting to see a single player distinguish himself or sequence of plays that has me saying, "Yes, more of that, please". But on both offense and defense it's like I entered a time machine and have been transported back to EdsallWorld where everything looks mediocre and uninspired and the games are over as soon the the other team goes two scores ahead.