I'm still kind of numb, going to take a few days for this to really set in.. It's just so hard to get over / comprehend the fact we spent 6 months playing amazing baseball and got literally nothing to show for it after losing the division in 3 days.
Lot of things to point to.. I hate to admit that the Timmy Trumpet thing was like a karmic example of the universe turning on us - but the Marte injury really killed us down the stretch. Not having him to be the table setter made this a completely different team. Sure deGrom and Scherzer faded.. Jake was terrible down the stretch, and Scherzer picked an awful time to lay an egg.
I guess the past 15 years (2007 behind the example I'm pointing to) have prepared me for heartbreak or numbness like this. I just fear that there's going to be a mass exodus. deGrom opting out, Nimmo not being resigned, and we end up with a completely different supporting cast next year. At the same time, Uncle Stevie has proved that he will spend but ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. It wasn't supposed to end like this.