I didn't think I would be, but I'm absolutely devastated by this.
Not to get too personal (always a sign someone is going to get personal), but UConn winning the title in 1999 (I was a freshman in high school) was always one of those moments where my father and I were most connected. We always yelled at each other during games, and had to watch them in separate rooms--but each timeout we would meet in the hallway and commiserate. That title meant so much to me, and always has. My father (long a lurker here, and the reason I ever came in the first place--to prove to him how stupid you were...I am frequently proven correct, by the way, but generally, as usual, wrong) died of cancer in 2010, and the 2011 title was difficult for me in some ways--he loved Kemba so much--but I always thought back to that title, the one title we were together for (I was in college in 2004). Losing Calhoun just feels like so much more to me at this moment.
I knew it was going to come at some point, but I really looked forward to 800 wins, another BE title, and who knows, another NC? For me, he is UConn basketball, a person who stands for toughness and dedication, and someone without whom I fear for the future of the team. If they're really giving it to Ollie, he will have my full support, but I can't say I'm in love with that position.
It's an uncertain team moving forward, with an unproven coach, in an uncertain and shifting league. I really hope we don't get left behind.